To say I’ve had a rough week is putting it mildly.
It’s been pure crap and I can’t wait for the week to be over with.
I’ve been struggling with survivor guilt, but also struggling with feeling like I’m not allowed to be upset because I wasn’t there for the shooting.
Needless to say, my mental health is not as robust as it usually is.
I keep circling back and thinking about the festival.
Can you imagine how I’d be doing if I’d heard the shots and had to run?
Or if I’d been at ground zero for the attack?
I’d be a WRECK!
I’ve been wondering how I’m going to make it through the week when something happened.
A life event update on Facebook.
The Swede is ENGAGED.
Not just dating someone, but actually engaged.
Something less upsetting to think about than the shooting.
I’m not gonna lie.
I was surprised.
I had to use Google Translate to figure out that The Swede was engaged.
FYI, the word for ‘engaged’ in Swedish translates to ‘ENSLAVED’ in English.