My birthmom is moving away.
She and my step-father have built a brand new home and will be moving in around June 19th.
I had no idea that this was going to happen so soon!
And let me tell you, I’m a little bit worried about having her so far away from me.
For the last twenty two years, she’s been no more than a 2 hour drive away from me.
Now she’ll be a 2 hour flight away from me.
I’m definitely having feelings about this but what they are, I haven’t a clue.
How will I see her when she’s 600+ miles away?
Honestly, I never considered how it would feel to lose her.
I’ve been taking her presence for granted.
I haven’t seen her as much as I should have or visited as much as I wanted to.
And she’s always been there for me when I needed her.
Their new home is BEAUTIFUL and it’s selfish of me to want her to stay.
I know I’ll adjust.
I’m just saying, I’ve got FEELINGS about this and they’re not all roses and rainbows.
I feel like I’m being left behind.
And it doesn’t feel good.