The Guilt

Oh, if only you knew the guilt I feel over the text I sent.

How insensitive of me.

I’m kicking my ass six ways to Sunday.

I’ve since sent an apology but there’s been no response from him.  Probably because I’m a tool.

It’s just that if I’m going to hurt someone, I’d prefer to do it from the greatest possible distance because seeing it up close makes me want to give them what they want at whatever cost to me.

So that makes me a tool.